Thursday, June 11, 2009

Struggling

As much as I hate to admit it (and I HATE to admit it), I am struggling. The past few months have really taken a toll on me and it seems that it just keeps coming.  I want to figure out stuff about me and what I want to do with my life, etc., but right now I can't do much beyond the very basics, like sleep, food, doctor's appointments.  I haven't started to look for a job yet, and that kind of freaks me out.  What is every scarier, is that I don't know what I want to do!  My suspicion is that if I were really honest with myself I would want to branch out and do something creative.  But how does one do that?  Especially after spending all of that time going to law school?  And don't get me wrong, I actually like being an attorney most of the time.  **sigh**  Maybe this is a early mid-life crisis 

5 comments:

Amy said...

could you do something in law that is creative? What about teaching a class or two? Or pro-bono work?

I haven't a clue what creative things lawyers can do but there has to be something, even us creative types have to do super boring stuff :) If that analogy even made any sense LOL

Amy said...

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Anonymous said...

I don't know what to say but you and Gess are in my heart

beth said...

Thinking about you Lisa.
-B

Tina said...

I hear you